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cea.
27 November 2009 @ 07:09 pm
moved to [info]gravesasclouds
 
 
cea.
03 January 2007 @ 11:12 am

i adore this picture on so many levels. he was ready and already puckering his lips before i even sat down for the picture. ha, yes love.
lots of picturesss. :)  )
 
 
cea.
18 December 2006 @ 09:02 pm


my hair felt too heavy. so off it went. it's sitting pretty in our bathroom wastebasket.
 
 
cea.
10 October 2006 @ 06:05 pm
hi! i am a busy body at home right now, doing laundry, doing homework, doing doing doing. here are some photos, not too many of the apt. itself because it's still so bare. but yes. apartment 315 )

so anyway. there's some photos. i'll try and take better ones of the actual place when we get more stuff arranged and more art up. speaking of, send me art for an art wall! i don't care what it is or even if it's good.
i'm pretty sure this is my address:

sandy nic
6 Broadway Apt. 315
Denver, CO 80203
 
 
cea.
03 October 2006 @ 02:32 pm
soon.
 
 
cea.
29 September 2006 @ 02:57 pm
the mixture of my thoughts, my heart, the situation i'm in and my everyday inflictions from others is really producing something that scares me absolutely. my complexion is paling, my hair is matting, my nails are tattered. my lungs are black black black. i am retreating from everyone except him and he is the source of all the hurt. please something go right tonite.
 
 
cea.
17 August 2006 @ 10:40 am
i'm going to write in this from now on for jenny. :)
what happened between you and emily? sad day.



i feel earthy and beautiful today.
braided bits of an old black shirt into my hair
and am wearing euroflats.
and honeysuckle oils. :)
 
 
cea.
13 August 2006 @ 10:33 am
i never really left online journaling. just lj.
i am full to the tip top of thoughts and feelings today.
bright ideas and creativity. i think i will go to the penny sale and by two huge canvases for the price of one and dance/paint all over them.
i think it will help my sour mood.

it's looking doubtful i will be living out of the house.
my boy kind of sprung this "i don't think we should live together" thing on me,
for good reason.
he doesn't want to mess things up and wants to get to know me better.
but it still hurt. and i'm just tired of being in this house.
i depended on moving out to give me a step up and moving and now,
well now i just don't know what to do anymore.


i've made a little list in my head of everything i want to accomplish before the end of this year
or perhaps before the end of this month.
like quitting smoking
taking up dance again
and getting art shows.

there are more, but for now, those will do.






i still want someplace i can call my own. my childhood room just doesn't do it for me anymore. i need blank walls and fresh memories.
 
 
cea.
01 June 2006 @ 03:31 pm
baby, don't go away, come here.